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deep reason for temporary suspension

i'm on "deep and emote" mode right now. i've been feeling like crap lately and i did something stupid. i didn't hurt anyone...else, but myself. so, for the greater good...i've decided to stop going out...for a month. 1 whole month. no night outs, no latenight coffee with friends, no travel. just tv, the joys of the internet (and yeah, loads of pornographic downloading included! BWAHAHAHA), DVDs, all forms of reading material (which again still includes porn) because well, damn i need to rest!

it still won't affect my blogging schedules though. it doesn't mean that i've finally decided to let my body and mind rest after years of fun and fornication...AHIHIIHIHIHIHI..., does not mean that i'm getting more matured and have overcome laziness, coz i still haven't. baby steps man, baby steps. i'm already suffering withdrawal symptoms and to think i only decided less than 2 minutes ago.

besides, the REAL reason behind this whole "not going out" thing was brought about earlier after dinner. i took a shower, and while drying, i couldn't find anything to wear.

what? women aren't the only ones who are feeling society's pressure to look good (in order to feel good)! you don't have to be queer (which is always the issue whenever a guy "takes care of himself" ESPECIALLY HERE IN CEBU!) to be aware of how you look. :-P you GUYS really should stop judging others so much. afterall, we have our hair cut more often than our girlfriends. :-P and don't give me that crap that you've never had a manicure or a pedicure in your life you pretentious and defensive fool! :-) hmmm....i wonder why you're so homophobic? hell, we really should prove to them girls that we're secured enough with our own thing to not fume everytime a person who just happens to be gay talks to you. c'mon guys, you know you're better than that, right?

wait...now I'M starting to sound gay. BAHHHH WHO CARES?!? nobody does. hell, i don't mind. why would you? BWAHAHAHAHHAA.

now be useful and tell me where to buy decent clothes here in Cebu. i've been everywhere and couldn't seem to find anything decent. i trust CC, IF YOU'RE READING THIS gimme a hand here... oh yeah...AYALA! ahhhhhhhhhhh! now i know why i can't find anything anywhere...coz they're all already closed when i wake up and get out of the house. DUHHHHH...HI....DUHHHH...MY...UHH...NAME IS...DUHH...BIG MOOSE!!

BOOMBOOM OUT!